I have a new journal, IM me about it.

I can't get Christina out of my mind! Everything I do/hear/see reminds me of her. I'm taking a shower BAM the smell of the shampoo trigers a memory, I'm watching TV and BAM I see a comercial and I think of her. I'm really wound up about this break, its driving me insane. I mean its not exactly like I diserve her anyway, shes too good for me. Shes ( Read more... )

Wow so I don't have to tell anyone anymore please check out my new opening banner at www.geocities.com/darkeningworld

Thanks.

Well here I am again, the cuts on my arm are healing, without scars, prehaps its all for the best. I'm over self mutliation, I just regret ever doing it. My feeling of privacy are restored with my doorknow turned around so I can lock the door finially. I'm loosing sleep, not fun but you know I like talking to people so it evens out. I talked to ( Read more... )

Ok I'm comming out and admiting it, I have a self distructive problem. Yesterday I cut, and I was planning on deepening the cuts tonight with a sharper knife. Ninny talked to me today and I'm feeling a bit better. I feel stupid that I cut, I need to get control over my emotions. I'm not going to cut again I swear. I'm going to toss my knife in the ( Read more... )

Christina and I are on break from our relationship. Aside from this my life is on a downward spiral. People think I'm hacking them, when I'm not, I'm loosing my mind from not seeing anyone in over a month, my family is getting shitty with me, I'm constinally close to a breakdown, I'm flipping out on random people, I'm paranoid. What the hell is ( Read more... )

Yes time for somthing new. Today I will be reviewing


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wow I HOPE I'm better at sex, can't tell yet

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Laptop + Router = Greatness

Yes it didn't work with the direct connection but for some reason the router works. Go figure, but now I'm up at the beach.