Things haven't been too bad lately. Katie is leaving in ten days. I am incredibly sad. But I am still having good days. I refuse to let my anger and hatred consume me. I got a new job at buffalo steak and sub on main street. I can't wait to start working so I can fucking pay everyone back that I've been borrowing money from. Hah. I am doing a lot ( Read more... )

Everyone acts so different around me. I'm really not a big fan of that. Simply because I don't know who my real friends are anymore. Sure, there are the few that will always be there for me. But I think that a lot of people only keep my around because i'm "Mark F from Myspace". Its aggravating. And I am so done with shitty friends. I'm so glad I ( Read more... )

To update this thing. I'm always so caught up in everything. Always worrying about what I need to get done. Always stressing out about what needs to get done. I am done with school for a few weeks. I'm taking the time to sit back, relax, and catch up with my family. I've been spending a lot of time with my mom lately, its been really nice. I haven' ( Read more... )

disgusting. I cannot believe that I actually considered you a good friend of mine. I'm glad that you think its cool to make fun of mentally retarded people all day. Its not like my father is mentally ill or anything. You are the most ignorant human being that has ever lived.

should be good. I'm going to a local show at amvets later. It shall be a good time. Other than that I'll probably be doing a good deal of reading and relaxing. I have to finish nineteen eighty-four and I'm only halfway thru it. Its a good book, but I wasn't expecting to read it in two weeks. Ughhhhh. Im doing well in all of my classes. Well, except ( Read more... )

want to feel like this anymore.
=/

FUCK
EVERYTHING

I get to hear the finished recordings
=]

Six page papers.
due tomorrow.
Fuck

I hate school.
I hate being stressed
and I LOVE the new cosmo!
Its sooooo good!

has been refreshing. Nothing spectacular, but I needed it. I need to learn how to pace myself. How not to be so anxious and apprehensive. And how to manage my time better. During break, I have 2 six-page papers, and an exam on the monday that I return. I am so overwhelmed ( Read more... )