well at least I think so.
I just want to make it to winter break.
But I have a lot of work to do until then.
Fuck.

You make me fucking sick
All of my friends, family, everyone.
This is probably the worst month I've had in a while
And they just keep making it soooo much better.

I don't want to live like this.
I just want things to get better.

Please
Give me a fucking break.

My weekend wasn't that great
Im sick of living with my parents.
Well, Im just sick of a lot of things.
Fuckin' weak.

Ive done nothing exciting on break
the highlight of it has been hanging out with Kate
And final fantasy of course, which I am currently addicted to
I do not have a life anymore.
Seriously

I love spring break.
I love not having school.
I love staying on the phone all night.
I love waking up whenever I feel like it.
I love not having to worry about schoolwork
I love spending time with my girlfriend and my friends.
I HATE the winter.
Fuck.

ELYSIA TODAY
<3333

I just feel like not getting out of bed. I think that would be better then dealing with all of the bullshit that I have been for the past 3 weeks. Mentally, I am just exhausted. I hate this.

For the better I guess. I haven't been as stressed out lately. Ive been pretty happy for the most part. Well, when I'm not home anyway. But things between my mother and I have gotten a lot better. We were basically fighting everyday since the start of the summer. That and my dad never really makes any situation better. But Im glad that we can ( Read more... )

I don't know why I bother with some people anymore. I try so hard to keep in touch with my friends, and I get nothing in return. And when I do get in contact with them, they accuse me for not calling them. Fuck you. Im sick of your ignorance. I'm not even going to bother posting your name, you know who you are ( Read more... )

will be over soon ( Read more... )

is in 4 days.
And I could careless.
I already have the best birthday present that I could ever wish for
=]

It went by so fast ( Read more... )