Ya, first day back to school. Not much to say really. Day 1 so it was easy shit. Lifted afterwards, good and tired now freezing my balls off. Just got done tellin off bitches from comments in my journal (entry before this). You know what? I don't care what they say. For the first time I don't. But if you got shit with me, stop being a ( Read more... )

Today was boring as shit. Got home from kyle's around 1, then basically just sat and waited for carter and paula to come over. Turns out they stood me up. I'm not that mad, just pissed off that I didn't even get a phone call. That really would have been nice. Mabey tommarow I can hang out with people, I don't know whats going on. So much ( Read more... )

Well, today was pretty good. Sat around and did nothing early in the day, then people came over. First mama, then kyle, then sam and grape. We didn't really do much. I made a shit load of pasta for us to eat (they would soon be complaining that they were hungry in a couple hours), and watched some movies. We watched radio, pirates of the ( Read more... )

Last night wasn't bad. I was a little sad because of a friends situation (I can't stand seeing friends sad, makes me sad too =\), but they perked up and so did I. We saw 50 first dates, pretty funny stuff. Adam Sandler got fat!!! hahaha. It was me, kyle, mama, grape, christina, chris c, grape's lover rob, kohler and erin. It was cool, we ( Read more... )

I slept on shit, I don't really feel any better. Last night was the worst night of my life...simple as that. I just....grrrr

Tonight sucked major ass. It was the first night in months that I drank. Luckly I didn't drink a lot, just enough to get a good buzz. But I still feel like a total retard about it ( Read more... )

Need I say more? So much shit going on around here. I've had to find myself in a situation were I pretty much had to choose between my friends. I really don't ever want to do it again, there is to much shit going on between everyone. Mama was right I'm starting to think, our group is starting to break up. This fucking sucks. I hate it. Can't ( Read more... )

Extremely confused and feeling like an asshole, I'm making scenes for no big reason. WTF. April, I don't know what I would do without your help.

Well, I told her how I felt about, even thought I couldnt get it all out exactly how I wanted to get it out. I hope this stuff will come to an end soon, but at least she has a strong recolation of how I feel about her. Other than that there really isn't much to say about today. Even though I wish things would be different, but they aren't so I ( Read more... )

I hope that I've settled stuff between me and her, I was told that she felt all bad about there being no chance between me and her. I told her that she should just go be with the person that makes her happy, I don't want her to be feeling bad about me, that I feel rejected or something. In all truth I do feel that way, but hey, it's my problem, ( Read more... )