-
Let me off the train!
So I've figured it all out.... I want off the gossip train please! Unfortunately I've been dragged on this train unwillingly and all is wrong in my world because of it. Since when did people start speaking for me? If others had just kept my name out of their mouth weeks ago then drama wouldn't have started in the first place. How is it that your ( Read more... ) -
Just when things were Harmonious...
I seem to always turn back to this journal at times in my life when I feel the loss of control. Somehow putting my words out to the universe on some old school "Live Journal" helps take the edge off what I'm feeling.
Too much has changed since I last wrote.... I have a wonderful job that I completely believe that I was "called" to do..... I own a ( Read more... ) -
Weeks worth of thoughts...
What do you do when you find yourself feeling hopeless? Where are you supposed to get your inspiration from? I'm trying daily to keep on keeping on and feel like things are getting worse and worse by the day ( Read more... ) -
I wish you knew...
I wish you knew how much you've hurt me....
I wish you knew how much I miss you...
I wish you knew how much I want you....
I wish all of this didnt matter so much to me! After everything... I'm still here waiting for our lives to be different! I'm crushed by what happened and you're fine living the life and ignorning me... whateve!
-
Strange...
It's so strange to me how one person can have such an affect on you.... through all the ups and downs, the good and the bad times.... he STILL can get my heart pumping! We are toxic for each other... I know that now, but I can't help but smile thinking about hearing from him! Our lives go on in different parts of the world, but after 10 years I ( Read more... ) -
Can't do anything right!
I'm just frustrated.... I'm done being wrong, and I'm done always having to apologize or make things right. Nobody ever does the same back for me!!! I AM unhappy, I AM upset, I AM looking for someone to talk to, I AM frustrated, and I AM irritated... .but because other people are upset with me then I push my stuff aside to try and patch things with ( Read more... ) -
And so the blogging begins....
Life is getting to crazy these days, so the blog needs to start up once again!
Currently I am sitting in the stupidest class that ever existed. I am sorry that some people don't know what a computer monitor is, but i do... and i shouldn't have to be punished because people are flippin idiots!!! Welcome to the 20th century... i know that we are in ( Read more... ) -
Poopy head!
I am so confused at the moment but I know that I am going on strike and I'm gonna not talk to him until I absolutely HAVE to or until he calls me first! :) I want to write him.. but F That! I'm not gonna! I'm an independent woman who doesn't need him... I was fine for the last 7 years why the hell should things change now just because we're talking ( Read more... ) -
Hmmmmpppfffff
Have you ever been in a situation that you thought you had total control over but then realized that you didn't have any control at all and you probably never did? What the heck are you supposed to do in a moment like this?? -
Fun Tymes!
Which flower are you?
Lily
You are quiet and caring, displaying an elegance that few can.
( Read more... )