We had to put my dog to sleep today. I have had him since I was 5 and it was one of the worst days of my life. Who would have thought that an animal could cause so many tears in a family....

I HATE GIRLS!!!!!!!

Why did you have to lie to me? Why you? I gave you everything I had and you are going to lie to me like I am nothing, like he used to lie to me. You know everything that we have had to go through and you are going to throw that all away for her? Fine. Have her. Have her and leave me here just like the boy in front of you did. I should be used to it ( Read more... )

Sometimes...being with someone is more lonely then being alone. Sometimes, while being held, it feels like you are miles away from everyone. The quiet is always more distracting than noise. Collage is always hard. He is always 3 hours away. I always miss him. I never have time. I never feel at home. I never let myself get close to anyone ( Read more... )

So rush had begun. I just got done with my second day and I am so glad that it is over. It was so hot and the days just seemed to go on forever. I hear that tomorrow is the worst day. We go from 2 till 9 and that isn't even counting when we have to get up at 6:30 to find out who cut us! I can't wait to find out ( Read more... )

So first night....I get locked out of my dorm and have to stay with a friend......oh what a beginning

wow....It has been since Christmas since I last wrote anything in here ( Read more... )

2 days till Christmas ( Read more... )

wow...what a weekend.

Yesterday was our first swim meet. I thought everyone did really really well considering it was most people's first meet. I love racing. I forget how much I love it sometimes. I know I hate going to practice and I hate getting wet...and I hate some of the people I have to put up with there...but all in all it is worth it. There are so many people ( Read more... )