i dont know what to do, how do you show someone that doesnt believe you anymore that you are still worth it?

ive fucked up again, i just lost it all. i guess now ive hit rock bottom.

so me and my brother are like horible sons, or at least i think so, our dads 60th bday was on tuesday and we forgot... now i have to figure out some way of making it up.

hey yall, its been a while and it will surely be a while before my next post but i wanted to share a couple pics of my recent vegas vacation with the girlfriend.  it was her 21st bday and her dad decided to give her a trip for two for her bday present.  it was awesome, i did however get a bit of food posining the last day we were there, witch made ( Read more... )

So im a huge dork and ive been playing with rc cars lately, not just any rc cars though, there called xmods, maybe youve seen the spot on tv.  i sell them at radio shack. well anyway, im now going to post some pics of mine.

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January: fuck you, this is what drugs and alcohol will do to your dumb ass brain ( Read more... )

i have a problem that i need to fix, i hope that its something that i can fix before its too late, if its not already.

so, i was just looking through my journal. and ive only posted like 18 times in the last year, thats 1.5 times per month.  i find this funny seeing as im on here almost every day reading my friends journals.  ive actually been thinking about deleting this journal, its been more of a headache lately then its worth.  but i think ill keep it around ( Read more... )

hey all, here are some pics of the girlfriend and i.

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just got done reading this post, thought it was kind of interesting.  not that it does any good to get worked up over it now.