well hey, i dont think em has said everything thta needs to be said.... she has pissed me off more that i have ever thought i could be pissed off. i actualy broke a door in my apt. punched a fucking hole in that fucker... anyway, i really want to come see some friends, as soon as i can im going to make a trip to spokane... its really needed, ( Read more... )

so i decide that after this night of hanging out with drunk people, and not so dunk people, that i would get high before going to bed. i think it was the best choice. i have nothing better to do, and i know its going to help on the getting to sleep factor seeing as i have no other help. one of these days im going to have a freind that can just ( Read more... )

so seeing as its the holiday season my boss is deciding to fire one of her employees, i know what you all are thinking and no its not me.. fucking dicks. its this dude matt, and even though i like him and will be sad to see him leave that's not what bothers me. what bothers me is that because he will no longer be working for radio shack, we have ( Read more... )

so peggy came to portland this weekend, it was fun, we went out to some bars last night and tonight we went and saw a show, howie day. it was actually a pretty good show, a lot better than what i was expecting. however it was a pain in the ass trying to get there because well im retarded and peggy doesn't know her way around portland. so it took ( Read more... )

so i got a new cd/mp3 deck put in my car today, it only cost me $217. witch is still too fucking much seeing as before my car was broken into my old one worked fine. also i think i broke my had the last time i was up in spokane, its been swollen and sore as shit for like 2 and a half weeks now and doesn't seem to be getting any better. in ( Read more... )

so my brothers car was stolen from in front of out apt. last night. we think it happened during this stupid black out last night, all the street lights where out and it would have been a perfect time to go out and be a criminal. to bad i didn't get on that one.

id start this out with "so it been a while" but it always seems to be that way when i post in here. anyway, went and saw fischerspooner last night, that was cool, well other than the ass holes freaking on my back and trying to push me out of there way all night. fucking bitches. also i kind of wish i would have gone to the after party with ( Read more... )

So it doesnt suck that my night sucked. ha ha ha. yeah thats about it. too bad those internet girls never got back to me, that might have been interesting, most likely not though. anyway, its all about the sucking and tonight did.

good god. where does the time go. so its been a few days sense my last post, im in a bit better mood this time around. not wanting to kill myself and everything around me. well at least not myself, everything around me still kind of pisses me off. anyway, so we fired our new guy at work and then turned around and got another new guy. hes cool ( Read more... )

so i find my self in a spot that ive found myself in many times before and im sure will continue to find myself in over and move and over again. the inability to reach out there and grasp something new, take that chance and let it happen. why cant i make the move why do i always have to let it come to me, or not at all. fuck this i thought i ( Read more... )