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FRIENDS ONLY
I'm changing all the locks, cause I can't change you.
From now on I'll be posting on friends only settings. If you want me to add you, let me know. K, Thanx bye.
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My support group
I have several “active” LiveJournal friends. Although, Mark and Cherry’s mom, Teresa, are the only ones who have actually posted anything in the span of time that could be called “recently”. Courtney posted one journal last week, Aggie about 3 weeks ago. Nothing from Christel, Daniel, Jeff, Cherryanne, Alaina, James, Olive, Mikey, Laura… Fuck, ( Read more... ) -
Major confusion
Sometimes I wonder if I'm actually supposed to be a science major. I leave the biology and chemistry auditoriums feeling weighed down and stressed, already behind.
When I leave the history lecture halls I feel alive, in touch with Earth and its past and a hundred generations before mine. I look at my cousin with her hands in the dirt or her face ( Read more... ) -
Taking a sick day
The only good that has come out of this flu is it's contribution to my diet. I've lost 8 lbs in the last two weeks. Mostly that's because of my repressed appetite. Two days ago I ate burger king and a baked potato, yesterday just two bowls of rocky road ice cream and three bottles of water, and today an orange and a blue mug full of piping hot ( Read more... ) -
25 unusal notes (The 3rd Installment)
There ARE duplicates in this one. I had lots to say to few people. In the spirit of anonymity, I broke up my notes to each person to fit 25 bullets. Enjoy, suckas.
1. Sometimes I think your sad stuff is too heavy for you to care about my happy stuff. You seem like you plain don’t want to hear it and your questions are obligatory.
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White oleanders
I finally watched White Oleanders- the "Laurel's life" movie. Relationships with our mothers are always so complicated, aren't they. I'm not sure if it's because we think ourselves so different or so similar. It was a good movie choice for tonight. I fixed my window so the wind doesn't whistle and howl through my room anymore. The quiet made ( Read more... ) -
Oh, bye 2010!
I don’t know why I’m so awake. I’m sure I could lay down and pass out but that would entail moving all the clothes and stuff off my bed first- a task I’m unwilling to approach. Cherry and I left IHOP at about 6 this morning and I waited in the Walgreens parking lot for 35 minutes until they opened so I could pick up my photos from Christmas and New ( Read more... ) -
So much for Anastasia..
Well my cold is raging with vengeance. Thin smoked ham, baby swiss cheese, light mayo, and romaine lettuce on pumpernickel bread for breakfast. It’s my favorite sandwich. I’m watching a Romanov documentary on YouTube while James is at the mall with his mom. I was invited, but with the cough sweeping down my throat into my lungs, I don’t feel like ( Read more... ) -
Love and Other Drugs
IHOP with Cherry and Daniel went better than I thought aside from Alan phasing us out like were plague-infected peasants. Daniel fixed my super sore shoulders with a back massage and I couldn’t tell you what we really talked about outside of making fun of each other and playing questions. He gave me a legit hug for the first time in a while but no ( Read more... ) -
I missed you, Sleep.
I worked so much this week, and slept so little, that my whole body was hurting. After opening Pet Care on Monday (which was exceptionally stressful considering all the work I had to accomplish in my 8hr shift- and I had to admit Terry helped the time pass a lot easier) and not taking any breaks, I worked another early morning shift yesterday on ( Read more... )