Eustes, Harry Potter, and I have been in bed all morning. I climbed into bed around 1 AM after wrapping up a conversation with Jeff. I never sleep through the night, partially because my mattress is like a boxspring of punishment, and partially because I have too much on my mind. Usually Eustes gets annoyed with my tossing and turning and meows to ( Read more... )

Well I’m SUPER UPSET that I lost this big journal sheet I’d been writing on at work two days ago. It was a page-long livejournal blog that needed editing before it could even be posted on LJ cause there was personal stuff on there. At this point its floating around work someplace in the hotel or breakroom or at the registers. Maybe it found its way ( Read more... )

I’m listening to “Why Bother” on Weezer’s Pinkerton album. I bought this because it reminded me of you. We were in the backseat of Brandon’s car, and Krystle and Brandon were arguing about skipping one of the first three songs. You and I were holding hands and stealing kisses cause I thought it would be rude to make out in front of them and I was ( Read more... )

These are all to different people, there are no repeat offenders. I feel better.

1. You're my best friend in the world and you're fucking it up.
    
2. I'm glad you don't smoke. You'll outlive me probably. You're wonderful.
    
3. I think you smoke too much. Quit it!!
    
4. I already know your secret, I'm just waiting for you to tell me.
    
5. I do hold it against you that you ( Read more... )

Two hrs until my Irish final. I really don’t feel prepared. I’m not hungry but I ordered a steaming plate of Beef Chao Phen. I’ve made the smallest dent in the world in it. I just wanna go take a nap in my car in the parking garage but it’s too hot out. I put in an application at the clinic on Kirby but they’re in the middle of a move to a new ( Read more... )

Silverstein's "Worlds Apart", Arrivals and Departures

Lying all alone, wishing you would call.
Writing all my thoughts has broken all my bones.
You gave it all up, you threw it all away.
There's nothing I can do.

What do I think you've done?
You know it's even worse than what's in my head.
You don't believe me when I tell you:
I don't want to be a fraud ( Read more... )

I feel a little neglected today, by friends and ex-boyfriends alike. My only consolation is that tomorrow afternoon I’ll have wrapped up my semester at St. Thomas. That’s the pro. The con is that I have a final to cram for tonight. And! My other consolation is that I downloaded an application that lets me turn my LiveJournal into a book. I spent ( Read more... )

Pumpkin candles are my favorite. I’m in my room which isn’t altogether clean… laundry, ferret bedding, and scraps of paper with notes scribbled all over them decorate the floor. You might walk in and think a madd person lives here. I’m sitting at my desk listening to #15 on the New Moon soundtrack. It’s beautiful. I’m sipping peppermint tea and my ( Read more... )

I woke up at about 1:45 this afternoon. The only reason I woke up then is because I had set an alarm two days ago for the afternoon so that I knew when my study break was over. It went off again today. Cherry and I were probably out until 3:30AM last night. The only unusual thing about that was that we weren’t drinking, and if it had been up ( Read more... )

Today is Mom’s birthday. I hope she enjoyed it. She says she’s 35 in hex. I’m still wearing my grandmother’s gold watch that she let me try on in the car ride home from lunch. She had it fixed recently and I think it’s a rather beautiful watch. Mom’ll have a hard time getting back from me. She came home from work around 12:30 and we drove out ( Read more... )