I'm so depressed about Heath Ledger. I dont really know why, since i wasnt like upsessed with him. I think its because his role as the Joker was going to make him a big actor, like his second brakethrough role. People were saying that he did better as the Joker than Jack Nicholson, who made that role one of the greatest roles in movie history ( Read more... )

i just heard the word "trashtastic" on tv.
and i need to remember it. so im putting it down in here.
im gonna start saying it.

where will i be on febuary 16th ( Read more... )

i wish i was super sick more often.
i dont have to see or talk to anyone.

i dont care about anything or anyone anymore.
all i need is my cat.
everyone can just go to hell because no one obviously cares what im going though.
who fucking cares if we hardly talk? that was the whole point of my fucking entry.

apparently no one wants me around, and i guess is going to be that way.
just fuck everyone seriously.

I must be a good actress.
Since I can fool all of you, to belive that I'm happy.
I must be so good.
Because I even fooled myself.

When Im at school, I guess i look happy, maybe im happy because im around people?
But when im home, i just feel lonely. empty, and sad.
I dont know. I guess this is just a cry for help.

One more time.
Since it involves my body.

Sprained arm
and bruised bad back :(

So Im just gonna quit LJ all together, I wont delete it though ( Read more... )

feel like updating b/c i have nothing better to do ( Read more... )

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