even though going to therapy is like ripping pieces of myself apart, pieces that are sewn into the deepest recesses of myself, it's also like being born again ( Read more... )

damn, this paper for blood and oil is taking foreverrrrrrr. so much history and bloodshed and complications. the last lecture i need for my paper isn't downloading from eres goddammit ( Read more... )

#1. Don't let the car rental service give you a car that goes through a quarter of a tank in twenty-five minutes and happily beeps the low tire pressure signal at you after sitting in the parking lot for nine hours ( Read more... )

so...two days to disney world for vacation! i'll be getting up at 3am for a 5:45am flight...i'm so excited I feel like i'm going to jump out of my skin! someone on the dis boards very nicely ordered my rides for me because i have no money to buy a travel guide. and i'm trying desperately to remember everything, so there are list all over the house ( Read more... )

i had a dream that santa cruz was on fire and i was at my apartment frantically trying to grab everything i could to escape. then the fire dissapeared and i went to watch a movie with chris and some friends. i could then see the town spread out as if was in a hot air balloon looking down at it and it was slowly burning with fire again. i was in the ( Read more... )

school fees are going up even more next year and i'm not getting any richer.

Fees:
1st year: 24,000
2nd year: 24,000
3rd year: 9,000

i really don't need any more of this bullshit, arnold.

sweeet i got an ipod touch last night and i got an A in psych and religion! and it's my last day of work before xmas break! only said thing is wont see chris for ten days :(

xmas shopping thisclose to being done. taking my bro shopping on saturday or sunday, miss that little turd.

BUTT SCRATCHER!

goddess, thank you for my wonderful life.

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I JUST FOUND OUT I CAN TAKE MY DRAWING CLASS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!

:dies:

I got a ninety-two on my psych midterm.

:dies again:

My intermedia prof really liked my last art piece. i had to rework it from a previous piece and i have to get a B in the class.

:really, surely dies:

i'm so tired of getting pushed aside by my friends for their boyfriends that i could just throw up. years and years it's been like this and my bones are tired from the dissapointment.
what happened to girlfriends over everything?

classes are so cool this quarter! intermedia, history of clothing and costume and psych and religion, which is amazing. it's making me want to go on my own spiritual journey, which is good because we have to write a ten page paper on it ( Read more... )