So I went out with Kora last night...she made quite an impression on me..She was soooo cute.....love her personality....love her voice....her cute little faces she makes....and those lips.....i couldnt wait to kiss her...and I told her that....I cant remember where we kissed...but it was a couple times that night...and it was great...i know that ( Read more... )

With you know who...Mss..Connie...I do oh so badly need that closure with you...I have no idea how she really feels but I wish i could weave these dreams and thoughts and feelings into her...It sure would make things sooo much easier...I think about this girl all the time...hasnt let up yet...I guess now...well start talking in email...and maybe i ( Read more... )

So this weekend was pretty freakin' crazy..Friday night...i went out with Tara or Tera or whatever the hell her name was...she has soo many...She was a bigger girl but still cute and fun to talk to...We hung at the blue line for a couple hours..it was a good time...We tried walking around for a bit to see if anything was going on..but there really ( Read more... )

I dont know why it hurts to hear that...I think I got my hopes up so high that i truly thought this could have happened...I envisioned it...but what the fuck...i have to back off now...no more drunken dials i guess....or stupid notes that i have sent...i may have made myself look like an asshole but what can you do...this is sucky...i wish there ( Read more... )

Shit...i think im crazy...seriously...how far should I go? I think i know already that she doesnt like me? or do i? Well...I know what I would do at least...does that make me crazy? probably....but i have to ask the question...and its such a simple everyday question....well...its simple words...i guess....do you like me? jes...do i even have ( Read more... )

I dont know how i slipped into this crap...i have been horribly depressed for a long time now..i dont know why...I dont show it around people though...but when im alone i am depressed....could be money...could be the fact that i want to win the lotto and have what ever the hell i want to have....sucky...very sucky...

man this sucks...i have a huge problem...i have the biggest fucking crush on this girl...oh manaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnn.......what the hell is happening here... i am a weird one... ill tell ya that.... what am i supposed to do now...i have recon up the ass right now...

Well, tomorrow i leave for amsterdam. i am really excited and i surely need this time off. Losing track of time..things are flying by me...I dont understand it. I remember being a child and thinking i have my whole life infront of me...And then before you know it...its over...not to say that my life is over...I hope to keep tabs on what we do in ( Read more... )

So im finally headed to amsterdam! I cant wait for this trip...Leaving in two weeks...!

so we had a talk the other day..about me not being into this relationship anymore...I basically told her that i didnt have any feelings for her anymore and she still wants to be with me...i will never understand women i guess. what can you do...now we have decided to like see eachother but like without all the ahhh...gay relationship stuff...like ( Read more... )