this is seriously amazing.

way to make me eat my words, universe.
way.to.go.

:)

FACT: life is much easier for beautiful people.

you dont realize this quite so much until you've been on both sides of the spectrum.
several times.

war on myself?
you got it.

things have gone to shit
& people are fucking me over as i type this.

something's not right.
that's life.

get over it, you stupid girl.

dont ever get your hopes up. ever.

i remember that feeling.
for a moment, it gives me relief.
makes me feel better about your odds.
but then again, you arent me.
& i survived...barely.

it's right in front of your goddamn face & you dont see it.

im a dork.
"inside out" by eve 6 will always be one of my favorites.

i would swallow my pride ( Read more... )

"project lush" is underway. once again.

i need what you dont have.
--that always seems to be the fucking problem.

im too damn old to play games.