I have a confession to make. I've fallen in love again. Yes, I said "again." Its something I cannot control and it happens too often for me. Or is it too often? Is it "TOO OFTEN" when it is with the same person, over and over again?I have another confession to make. I'm lost. I'm lost in time and space and I have absolutely no intention in ( Read more... )

"something's gotta go wrong
coz I'm feelin' way too damn good"

I LOVE YOU........ can you feel that? You are the best thing that has ever walked into my life. I miss you...

Soooooooo this might come as a surprise to everyone else, but I had a pretty good journal entry until AOL ate it ( Read more... )

looking back at me i see that i never really got it right
i never stopped to think of you
i'm always wrapped up in things i cannot win
you are the antidote that gets me by
something strong like a drug that gets me high

what i really meant to say
is i'm sorry for the way i am
i never meant to be so cold
i never meant to be so cold
what i really meant to say
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So I'm sitting over here on Alison's chair.... She's across the room "brainstorming" as she says- this POE paper is driving her crazy. I'm going to take a minute to write some things that are on my mind. NOTHING... NOTHING.. makes me happier than being able to relax on a Saturday, spending endless hours in the arms of someone you care soooooooo ( Read more... )

Today I asked myself... "Jess, what is it that you are really looking for in a girl?" THEN I ANSWERED.

What I want:

I want to share our hearts over a glass of wine... I want to sit by the lake with the breeze in our hair, wondering what the other person is thinking, yet knowing exactly what they're feeling.  I want laughter, I want silence, I ( Read more... )

Please, someone catch me.... I think I'm falling ( Read more... )

I feel that words are limiting me in expressing the feelings I've had over the past few days. I think if I could attempt to make any sort of sense out of this weekend, I can say that I've finally realized what it feels like to be completely HAPPY. It is so weird how the little things in life can make your whole day seem so right.  For instance a ( Read more... )

Wow, what a day!?!?!  If I could do it all over again I would. Its rare that I say something like that and mean it in a good way huh? A not-so-good start in the a.m. but I think by about lunch time reality eventually sunk in.    It is to be believed that I'm girlfriendless.  I don't really have many comments on that right now, perhaps I'll ( Read more... )

I've decided I'm going to take a new approach to life. Instead of asking the question, "Is this the right person for me?" Im going to ask "Am I being the right person?" Am I being a person who comes to a relationship with love that I want to share, or am I being a needy person hoping to get love??
I think the main reason that many of my ( Read more... )