Ok well. I am tired, still not home, and still very tired, but hey you finally answered. I am glad. I was getting kinda upset. Or annoyed,,,, you know. Anywho thats life... I guess, up, and downish kinda thing. I feel alittle better. I am still recovering from alot, but I have a good friend helping me, and alot more people too.

I have given everything up for you. My family, my best friend, my prince, and my God. I have forgotten all those things out of love for you. I should have gone the other way, but I decided to go after you. I was wrong and now its killing me inside. I do believe that things can change though. Thats a start. Its like blind faith. Walking into dark ( Read more... )

I am going home tomorrow, I figure I will be gone in about another week. Who knows. I dont even care anymore. I just want to live until I really cant take anymore. I hate this whole thing called life. It sucks. Whats the point. I dont know. I hope someone will see me, and say wow. I dont even need anyone else but her. But men are shallow, people ( Read more... )

Ok. I guess its time to go back. I learned alot, and I dismissed alot. Life is tragic, sorrow is endless. Population decreases, and nobody knows, it increases, and the world goes crazy. What will we do. What will I do. It starts with one. One planted tree, one man, then one women, one ignorant thought, then one ignorant action. One lost hope for ( Read more... )

I am with my beautiful cousin... Rene!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yayyyy, we are blonde's at the same time. Well see you later.!!!!!

I'm Dying.

I love you.. I do. I guess sometimes I am so scared of hurting you I do it just to get it over with. What happens now? I know that sounds really stupid, and kinda pitiful, but believe me, your greatest strength can be your strongest weakness. I hate that. I love you! You make me want to leave here, and go there. Say stupid things, just to get your ( Read more... )

Do you think its weird when you like someone, and you dont know why you like them?????? I do, but the weirdest thing is that you know you should like someone else. I am in love. Dont tell me different, because I wont listen, and if I do get hurt,,,, Well I dont care cause it was worth it.

Lalalalalalalalalalalalaaalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalaalalalalalalalalalalalalalalallalalalalalalalalalalalalalallalalalalalalalalaaalllalalalallalalalalalla.................................................. Im bored. And happy. Dont know, dont really care. At least im happy, thats all that counts right now. I know tomorrow Ill wake up, ( Read more... )

I am sorry.