So this is great, well I mean I cant sleep, but I have alot going on, my phone is off!!! Yayy! I have like ten different offers for ten different things. yikes!!! Whats ya' gona do. Life throws curb balls, and you dont swing. Anywho I am kinda well blonde. Well more like The sun kinda color, its weird, and so am I. I dont miss alot of things right ( Read more... )

I am soooo happy, and sooo sad. Loose baggage is falling at the waste side, and Im glad. Meaning Ill still call you but I dont want to. I know you wont answer but hey Im doing my part. Anyway I got an outstanding boyfriend. Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sweet. I love, love, love him. I love him, and rarely myself. I love being selfless. This ( Read more... )

Well to be quite honest, life sucks! I hate everything about it. I dont know about you but I wonder how many people would show up to my funeral. And who??????? My personal thought would be a couple of people seeing as I know alot of people but I dont like all of them. So because they know me I bet most of them would look at my peaceful dead body, ( Read more... )

Another day, another dilemma.

Running to your arms is not the right thing to do. I know that. I am tired of making exuses for loving you. Yes I love some one who is sometimes a dork, but then again you love me too. What a wretched thing to love someone like you. Your the right kind of wrong, ...or the wrong kinda right. Either way.. sounds bad. They always tell me you dont.. ( Read more... )

What a sweet thing to say..... you shouldn't have... I mean.. well. NO! I cant let you talk me into this, but all it takes is one word, and you said a million. Wow. How do you do this to me??? I don't know. I am starting to not care... at allllllllllllllllllllll. I love you no matter what. If you go away,,, or die,,,,,,, or find someone new.. it ( Read more... )

Ok, so... Today is a new day. Yes, it definitely sounds kinda corny, but you know what??? That is the only thing that gets me through these days here. So if corny is what keeps me alive, then corny it is.

I officially cant wait to be eighteen!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH............ I cant stand home sometimes. Like ummm right now. I sang at a church tonight. It was cool. Long. But cool. I cant wait. really

I am sooooooooooooooooooo.............. Well..................... I'm sooo...... you know....... that thing that..........................I mean............. never mind. I dont even know how I am doing. I make one phone call and I feel like crap, then Ill make another and that will make me feel like I can do anything. But I only feel ok for about 2 ( Read more... )

in the quiet of my soul, in the stillness I can hear your voice..call, and I am over whelmed, and I am lost for words, to describe you.... Jesus your more then a friend, Jesus your more then my heart can ever express, your love and your grace never fail me, your merciful touch always heals me, you bring joy to my soul.