I'm in the midst of change. There's been talk of me moving out for my senior year. It only takes one decision that I know my father will make, and everything's set for me to leave. The only thing that will hold me back is the fact that I cannot and will not leave my mother alone in this. But then I worry about what will happen when it's time for ( Read more... )

I miss you more than you know. I thought I was okay because it didn't hurt too bad, and then seeing you all over again made me miss you more the minute you mentioned you had to leave.

My life is not going right.

Is this what I get because God gave me four months of happiness? I get four months of happiness and now I reap my whole life going ridiculously wrong.

Between school, responsibilities, work, homework, love and lack thereof, and sleep deprivation...I am so exhausted ( Read more... )

EDITED: Alex just asked me out on a date, and I didn't even know how to answer ( Read more... )

EDITED: I just went out to Adam Glass' house to hang out with Adam, Eric, Jon, Hayden, and a few other people I didn't know so well and listen to Mercury Rose, it was so fun ( Read more... )

I wish I was more confident in my singing. I really do. I think that that'll be my regret in life, that I didnt express myself creatively ( Read more... )

I love this picture of me, especially the old stereo in the back. that mofo dates way back!


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Seriously, this just might be one of the hardest years ever for Columbia, especially it's teenagers.

Rest In Peace Paxton
Rest In Peace Chelsea Jo
Rest In Peace Mary Helen

and now

Rest In Peace Andrew

I hate burying so many friends.
Please, teens of Columbia: drive safely. I can't bury someone else.

TALL CAKES AT THE HARD ROCK THEN NICKELBACK/HINDER/HOOBASTANK CONCERT TONIGHT WITH XX! HECK YESSSSS