i can't stop thinking about you.

get outta my head!

i can't dress up for halloween. i lost my scarf and my favourite sweater. there is a sweater monster in my room. this one is the third one gone.

i need someone to keep my dreams so i can hide my secrets. ah!

tell me the secret. can i be the one to crawl into your heart?

fuck fuck fuck. who are you? who am i? who can i be? are we anything?...everything

i barely know you but you make my eyes breath. we look and act so different and i'd dare to say "he's not my type." you make me wonder and you'd push me ahead. you'd save me from what i fell into.

everyone leave there's a fire in my mind.

i want to know what i am thinking. for once.

okay this is the way you want it. this is how you will get it. i am sixteen years old and i already had three major knee surgeries. i sat out two of the most important years in my life. not so much for getting college exposure or anything like that but for fun. i lost 8th grade as well as those other years. you tell me i have changed and maybe you ( Read more... )

right. i had a basketball tourney all today and i can proudly say we won the championship. i am a champ! i got home around 9:30 and no one was home. i walked to the park and prayed that nick would be there playing some pick up games. he wasn't there =( so i just shot around for an hour. my mother rolled by and told me to come home so now here i am ( Read more... )

he asked me if i knew what i wanted. i laughed then said i do and that's the problem. he couldn't help but to agree.

ed and i, we're through.

pain never felt this fucking good.

you might want to save me but i am too ghostly, i just blend in with that painting you made last year with your fingers. you peer right through my bloodless body with my lungs so vague and motionless. i'll try to gaze upon you when you sleep so peacefully but my piercing breath will make you shiver and then i will just walk away ( Read more... )

last night was the public school homecoming and i was too muchlike "billy badass" to go. brilliant choice on my part. thank you very much. i feel asleep at 9:00 and woke up at 11:30 to go to kathleen's for a party. eddie was there. we stayed up till 5:00 and slept for a few hours. it was amazing. we played hide and go peek in the dark of night. it ( Read more... )