so last night i was out with steve and we were walking with ryan and ai to ai's car. they hop in and drive off into the distance. so steve and i are just standing hand in hand like okay guys, you're cool. heh. we are infront of like a preschool. we're just checking out the playground then we move to a corner n start talking. he puts his arms around ( Read more... )

i am a new person every second. i am not the same i was a second ago. i can change whenever i want.

afraid to find the year out alone ( Read more... )

ANOTHER FUCKING RELATIONSHIP THAT'S FATE
IS TO BE DESTROYED
BY HUMAN NATURE'S GREATEST FLAW
OF TAKING THINGS FOR GRANTED.

so like today steve said he might come over..and see i get all happy and excited...he doesn't make it over here and it's understandable and i'm okay with it...and he gets online and he's like i am sorry i couldn't come and he says sorry like 10 times and i'm like it's all good and i'm thinkin well at least we get to talk now and he's like well i ( Read more... )

i love the smell rain ( Read more... )

GREAT NIGHT.

creepy neighbors.
hand holding.
star gazing.
new friends.
curiousity.
white tank tops.
boys.
cricket's tune.
bats.
k-mart.
hammock.

today is a good day to die.

school starts on the 18th ( Read more... )

soo yea lotta drinking...but hey i didn't even getta buzz. what the fuck right? yeah im used to it ( Read more... )