it's over.

and i feel so vile and disgusting. i shouldn't want this boy who is older then me and so much different in everything but who we are. i shouldn't have wanted only him to be walking around with me in vegas and to be holding me tight at night. thinking that we should go all the way. virgin love is the best love. yes we are both virgins and it would ( Read more... )

just got back from vegas..boy i need to be of age to go there and i am never going with girls again. fucking retards. i'd go for like two nights - pull all nighters - then head off to cali and find some place to relax and sleep it off. you know what happens in vegas...stays in vegas! hah ( Read more... )

you don't wanna have any regrets or waste time.

that's for sure.

DON'T NAME YOUR KID NICK !!!!

sillyredsweater: what could mean more then being ( Read more... )

i really hate my mom to the fullest degree of everything but she is the sweetest lady ever ( Read more... )

uh you're crazy about me huh?
that's what i said.
i wish i could feel the same.

i <3 you! (for real)

Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know, like how to deal with despair, or someone breaking your heart...

i've never wanted something rational. something sorta like the movies...i want to be the actress, just for a little while.

first day that college coaches can call players to recruit them for scholarships and shit i got one today at like fucking 7am. whoa! i was soo shocked looks like i am still worth recruiting even with all those fucking knee surgeries! i made it this far, let's keep pushin.

now lunch.