damn thursday was a pretty shitty night. besides the fact i saw liz i will be sure to call her more. she's my best friend from 5th grade. i believe it's still possible for us to become best friends. whether i like it or not all the friends i had from marian are disappearing. that's alright i guess i always knew i'd drift off and not want to come ( Read more... )

i sat in a car holding his hand all night...telling him it will be alright. i've never saw him so scared i think this is the first time in my life i've ever seen so much fear in someone's eyes. he's holding the world on his shoulders, he can't fail. i told him whatever happens he will be fine. he will come back. i missed a movie and joe's awesome ( Read more... )

i've never in my life had a problem giving another person what they want. but no one's ever been able to do that for me. no one touches me, no one gets near me.

*sarah kane*

don't lose your feelings
don't toss them away
for the sun shall rise
and rinse the shame away
we will be together
i will not let us down
we can be together forever
let hope forever is only so much longer

usa all american camp ( Read more... )

if i could i would ask you question after question...needing an answer everytime and BOTHERING you until my needy laugh was so deep into your pockets you had no reason why you shouldn't tell me that deep little secret. you shrugged me off when i dared to ask that question that was just a little too personal for our first real conversation. you ( Read more... )

basketball tourney in michigan. hey. my team won it all and i got MVP of the tourney. yeah it was fun for the first tourney. i'm waiting for us to get our ass kicked.

MVP in Lee's terms = most valuable punk *laughs*

i was just living in the moment and the moment was all about you!

i got played!

him: Yes ( Read more... )