7 hours to my next paper, 5 hours till I've gotta get ready, 5 chapters to go, and what about sleep? Yet I'm still here and everywhere I shouldn't be ( Read more... )

Yesterday I came to the conclusion that I don't like being around people who don't know who I am today, or rather think I'm still the same person as I was before. Not that I've made any marks I'd like to erase, not possible when I passively err on the side of caution. It's just regressive, or else it serves a self-fulfilling prophecy. Just as much ( Read more... )

Conclusion on current fb status, my idea of basketball clearly has no hoops, and Cath's idea of two birds includes one fake one ( Read more... )

Hi, 
not much success again... I kinda have one ENTIRE textbook to revise within the next 20 hours for a 3 essay paper. Other than the fact that I slept 14 hours yesterday, I haven't slept at all, half of my mind needs the break that the other half of my mind refuses to take so what am I to do. Ok kinda feeling tired now...........

My studying rate is fail... 11 more new chapters and the remaining of a grand total of 4 textbooks to revise from midterms. I'm online browsing when I don't even online shop ever, browsing good reads and clothes to buy. I'm playing all my ipod games so much that I have to charge it within less than a day when it usually lasts me days. I read every ( Read more... )

Where are the boundaries? I've enforced so much control within this little circle that I've enclosed myself in, that I don't know how to discern the edges outside anymore. What's right or wrong? What' enough or too much? These nights of insomnia... I'm shrinking tighter and tighter into this space I could implode ( Read more... )

WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME THIS SEM ( Read more... )

shut it outtttt

Tired of thinking, feeling, counting, waiting, giving. More than you can see. And all these things that make me feel like giving up are only driving me closer to other things. I feel like I can give it all up, all or nothing for all the assurance I need. And it scares me, the ideas I have about the ultimate breaking point.
I hope these feelings go

Ever since I started using IM+ on my bb (which would have been really useful ages ago) and decided to be perpetually online my youngest sis has been disturbing me everyday from just downstairs. But its damn funny idk why, cos she uses all these funny terms that shock me and then gets annoyed that i dont understand what she's talking about. lol!

On ( Read more... )