i think that i finally have it!!! i think that i may understand it all :)

so i finally have internet!!! thank god! i can actually use my computer outside of work and school! Speaking of work... i love it but a sad thing has happend! It looks like mr. BD( one of my patients) will be dieing soon unless a miracel happens! Keep your fingers crossed. if not he will be going into hospits. its no fun living with a tube down ( Read more... )

So i have decided that parents are bull shit. So i moved out and my dad and stepmom are all like we need to give her space. well you know what a damn phonecall to see how i am may help ever goddamn once and a while. its been a year and the only fucking time you have called me is on my birthday and when someone is in the hospital. so you know what. ( Read more... )

Today has been quit blah. Im tired of being sick and i am tired of being tired. I am sad too cause right now it is the very last episode of 7th heaven. :(  it is very sad. i have been with this show since i was 8. since the show began. It has been my favorite. along with gilmore girls  law and order csi and the oc. i am going to miss my 7th heaven ( Read more... )

"I hate the way you talk to me ( Read more... )

So alot is confussing in life. First of last night was bryans first night to drink in like 50 days and got way toooooo drunk and tried to break up with me and then felt bad. and then there were these girls who acted all princessie. I hate hoe some girls are like well do this for me but when i ask if they will do the same in return they do. And they ( Read more... )

I am so sad. Not only is my boy gone to his parents, i didn't really get to say goodbye. I know its only like a week and a half but i am having a hard time. i really miss him. I know we have only been together for like three months but i think that i love him and am having the hardest time being away from him. i sleep with him almost everynight. i ( Read more... )

I hate how people judge your relationships when theres, if they even have any, aren't working either. I feel like i can't be with certin people cause you look down on me. i am sorry but you and your "relationship" isn't working. I hope that it will soon and please stop juding me i do not judge you. I love all of my friends to death but please stop!

I love life today. nothing can go wrong... ever! I think.... i don't know why i did what i did but i don't regret it... i love it. i am so in love.. I don't now why but i love it to death!

Time brings out feelings. Finally i have feelings for someone specail! its only been a month but i am falling more and more for him. in don't know why but i do!