Why does it seem that when I do things right the situation ends up being worse then when I was doing things wrong ( Read more... )

So we're here in NC. We both have jobs. Mike works at Books A Million and I work at a place called Finder's Keepers. It took me a little while longer to find a job then Mike but was well worth the wait. Its a small thrift store run by the women's crisis center here, so its for a good cause. I usually work 10am-6pm. The job description said part ( Read more... )

So I finished Heart of Darkness for the third time and wrote an essay on it. Its on my FB note and I will repost into LJ in a day or two. Next up in the line is Pilgram's Progress.  Now the first part (Pilgram's Progress) I've read a good 7 or 8 times between mid high school and present time. I absolutely LOVE that book. The second part (usually ( Read more... )

So my Fafsa is filled out, waiting to hear back from them. But it doesnt really matter. Fafsa isnt going to buy me a car or help me find a job NOW.  And if I dont have either, then I wont even make it to my first symester.  I cant go back to McD's for the simple reason that as much as they say they are flexiable around school and other life stuff, ( Read more... )

So i just had a conversation with R** that feels true. Mostly it was me just listening and asking questions. What is odd is that E*** and S*** have also mentioned the same thing, years apart, and all 3 have no connection to each other. They dont even have the same religious views! How odd that they would all agree on this same subject and all 3 ( Read more... )

Conflicted ( Read more... )

So the stupid machine at Meijers keeps freezing up when i try to put an app in. And I cant do it online cuz the only ones you apply for online are ones that put up they are hiring on the site.  After 5 seperate trips to Lapeer for this one machine (which takes about 10-15 in gas depending on where in the 3 dollar range a gallon of gas is) I finally ( Read more... )

I absolutely LOVE being tattooed. The bigger the piece and the more meaning behind it, the better the process and the pain ( Read more... )

so my birthday was on the 16th. I turned 25. IDK why but I feel unattractive. Like I can stare in the mirror and see tiny wrinkles and IDK. I had extremely low self esteem in school. But by the time I turned 18 or so I got really confident in my body and when I started getting tattoos and piercings I liked myself even more. But now I'm getting OLD ( Read more... )

The party sucked, but she supposed it was her job. And apparently his too.  Xo spotted her when she accidently ran into one of his managers, Jake. Jake was screaming at her, being a general asshole and undoubtably flying high on the drugs Xo's hard earned money bought him. Compared to everyone else at this stupid record promotion she was majorly ( Read more... )