If you are wondering whats up with me here is the straight up answer the game is no longer bout helping others its about myself i don care how selfish i sound at the moments but between events yesterday and the talk i had with my cousin about baseball i should be able to act the way i want because i layed awake think how much time i really waste ( Read more... )

i hate life... end it all now

for the amount of time i spend on my computer i don spend enough on my lj tonightnwas the first night in i dk how long prbly a month at least idk in reality that i left my house and hung out with some one other than that i have been working on a project which is no where near do for my due date i gota finish but i v put somany hrs its not funny but ( Read more... )

have you ever felt as if you wasted time you ll never get bak ( Read more... )

Changes come and go some bother you some dont ( Read more... )

OK we had the final show tonight it went really good it was some what depressing to end it but there were tears from some sighs from others i thank those who have put up with my moodyness through the whole show i thank those who i have become good friends with ( Read more... )

7 things to do before I die ( Read more... )

Drive a steak throught my heart im done with life after this month it royally blows lets see my grade fuking blow iv lost who i am im jst tired of bullshit
this week really blows im single. i got fuking pulled over teachers keep talking bout relationships im sick of it i wan out

ahhhhh wut a fuking week very moody week i apologize to you all if i was a fuking dick but i was on the end of my rope btw the play and just my life i apologize to those effected by it ( Read more... )

wow lets see now since the last update i talked to mench about fl he sed if i wanna play i gota go fuking gay yippy i gota waste 800 ( Read more... )