Last night at work it was actually disirable to be there it was relaxing it was the nazi bull shit that i had been dealing with for weeks so ya work was fun for once then at home i ripped thru my psych hw and i over slept this morning !!! ahhhh ... i caught up on sleep tho so who gives a flying fuck and a half ( Read more... )

Well wut another fucking waste of a day at work that spineless bitch leah ddnt show up yet again becuase her prego welfare ass was " sick" ... she tells me yesterday what about the bills you wont be able to pay if you miss a day a work haha she should be talking she was evicted from her appartment last week and had no money to do shit and just ( Read more... )

Hey! sorry i havent written in a whiole just been busy with things and havent been in the mood for writting much well heres catch up ( Read more... )

well phil ddnt endup coming over dont kno what happened but what ever i decided yesterday that im gona work out to try out next fall for baseball because i miss feeling the way i do on the mound feeling in control playing my pace, bring all emotion on the mound pissed sad worried scared and just putting on every pitch i got and leave it on that ( Read more... )

Skiped english ddnt feel like going ( Read more... )

Got a call last night from phil we are prbly going to chill today hopefully it will get my mind off of everything i havent seen him in more than a year wondering if he has changed much ... any way phil isnt the reason im here ( Read more... )

Thats right im back i need some one to vent to someone that will be here that i can just spill to ( Read more... )

hey iv been to hell and bak and im ok is it possible that i am ment to walk in between the two worlds to take a journy into hell to make me realize how well i really have it???

After the point of life falling apart and sitting round for two days which is quite a bit of time you start wondering if certain things are worth it, should i bother bothering?, am ever gona stop being a burden?, is it worth my time trying to make my past happiness come bak? i don not kno if its worth it or fair

fuk it allllllllll

im in the mood to just die this week has been a living shit hole btw my bro crashing his car last friday and me crashing my car this morning i seriously am in over my head im tired of the way things are i have even been a good natured person but iguess my past is that fuked that karma will kik it every time it strts to get better so fuk life and ( Read more... )