As we sit down to this lovely gourmet meal the candle light is shining off your face. I gaze into your beautiful eyes...you give me this hideous look. A look that's meant to kill coming from a face so dull. Open up your eyes and see what you have missed. This night would be so perfect if only you would care. Did you really think that I did not know ( Read more... )

The water is overflowing and carrying away the picture on the edge of the tub. I've held it close to me to try and keep up hopes that you would see I have no more air to breathe. And I'm hoping for you to come and save me. One more time that I find myself drowning in thoughts of you, holding my fleeting one last breath, praying that this hole in my ( Read more... )

its a good day havent rele been on much so i kinda got alot to say ;p ( Read more... )

my week got worse today wen in to work at 8 started pulling down the 30 rafts nd some ar deflated so had to blow them up then the group was late nd wen i wento sleep in my car ryt after i turned my radion on they came then the staff van was late so they ddnt get out till 1230 wen they were supose to go out at 930 then i wen to burgerking for lunch ( Read more... )

ok my week is the equivilent of those of u actors/actresses hell week iv been workin 3 dayz this week i have 35.5 hrs already friday late campers there til 8 yesterday waitin for boats to come in at next base till730 tonight i had to blow up 30 rafts clean up the camp grounds pickup the life jacckets nd put them on the fence nd do the same wit the ( Read more... )

3 days of plans all did not happen wut so ever tues thanx to phil i ddnt sk8 cuz turned out he had work yesterday same last night phil nvr called bak to goto the movies so yeas nd today caiits sleepin but i can see tha one its summer so i respect her sleepin in even if it did ruin plans alright i have nxt tuesday off b/c i gota take math b again so ( Read more... )

finally got schedual looks like this ( Read more... )

i cut my hair nd shaved so no more gootee i feel different no hair nd no whiskers i don feel like a shagy mess it feels good skools month away i got regents on tues the 16th its gona suk cuz i havent opened a book for math since um 2 weeks b4 the last regents so yeas im fuked but im gona have fun after tha sk8 session o yeas got two deckso i cna ( Read more... )

hey all got home yesterday um hung wit the greatest ppl ever phil cait meg carly for like 10 min nd newts nd masso some how he was jst wandering brewster so we picked him up i put my other board together for him i suk at sk8in ryt now i gota get bak in the game of sk8 im so inconsistant gota start sk8in all over again video needs work my sites need ( Read more... )

i need off soon only 2 dayz till i come home for two dayz nd go bak to work my pay checks should be quite large seems how im owed 6 hrs over time plus 48 hrs last week nd i got 20 today