I think I am going to go insane. Kaitlyn is pretty much grounded, even though they don't call it that. We can't go anywhere and we cant watch TV. So I have the radio on and the laptop out. I told Kaitlyn she has to play by herself for a while. I don't think she quite understands the whole punishment thing. She gets this attitude if I don't play ( Read more... )

"I recently lost my wife."

"Oh. We recently lost our drummer to a pentacostal ska band."

Now I'm afraid of fear.

Ughhh.

No one reads this, but thats OK. I will ramble on ( Read more... )

Sometimes I need a reminder that people like me. I mean, I know they love me but I often feel like few actually like me. got a few reminders today.

Last night I had weird dreams, lots of them. I dreamt about enormous dogs, my mom putting the engine of my bike in a river, and skateboarding on a giant ledge outside of a non-exsistant school. But in the midst of those dreams I had one amazing one that I remember better then all the others. PN and I went to a school and met kids and talked to them ( Read more... )

Sometimes I get so upset with myslef. I seriously don't even understand myself. One minuet I'm fine, the next I'm upset, the next I'm parinoid, the next I just want to sleep....

Today I kept taking things so personaly. What the heck!? I know better than that!

You scored as ska.

ska
80%
Pop Punk
55%
classic rock
55%
Indie
50%
industrial
40%
country
40%
mainstream rock
40%
Punk
35%
Emo
30%
grunge
25%
metal
15%
reggae
10%
Pop
5%
rap
0%
what breed of music are you?
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I just need to vent, so here I go ( Read more... )

Life is crazy, and I don't know what to do. I really don't.