So darrien came over about 8 days ago and was here till today. Ive liked darrien or had strong feelings for him for 3 years. It was a long time coming. He is my little brothers bestfriend and i never understood why there was a such a strong connection (for me) until now, hes older, taller, has a deeper voice, has a more adult outlook on life (yyess ( Read more... )

So after everything that just happened... ive been doing good looking at the positive knowing scott loves me just as much as always. ive gotten sad here and there due to the fact that i cant walk into his house quietly, scare him mom when im tryin to scar him and hug him and kiss him and say hi to his dad... its all different and its not my fault. ( Read more... )

today i went shopping with my grammy for my little bro's. at toys are us. and i bought socom II to try it out cause i thought i would like it. and i do its pretty awesome. my little brother ricky is playing it right now. hes 6 years old lol he likes it too. Jaimne plays it online. hmm...my parent just left to go christmad shopping like 15 mins ago ( Read more... )

aww my babe's birthday. he's 18. i got him 4 pairs of silky boxers lol. today brian hutchins goes "so is jaimne still using you?" and i was like wtf!!! and hes like well it makes sense blah blah blah. and i walked out about to cry cause im fucking sick of people saying that. so morgan comes after me. (putting me first when she has problems of her ( Read more... )

ughh man jaimne i want you..
its 11 25. me n him are talkin online n' stuff

god i love it.

yeah i had a great day today. dont really know why. i wish there wasnt school today tho because last night me and jaimne stayed up till 1 talking on the phone. and then he was gunna come over here today if there wasnt school. how gay. oh well then i called him this mornin on my cell and he said he wasnt going to school and i wasnt gunna either and ( Read more... )

yeahh im talking to jaimne on the phone right now and online and its 12:41. and his phone is dieing and we might have school tomorrow. lol but i love him so much. he makes me feel so good. and pretty. like mike doesnt make me feel like he does. i think because i accually see jaimne in person and mike lives in conneticut. so what mike says sometimes ( Read more... )

i was talking to mike and jaimne on the phone last night and mike was being really really super bitchy, i hope hes reading this right now so he knows how i feel. so anyways he was saying shit like your a hore and stuff and your dumb and you probably fucked evey guy in the school even tho ya know, im a virgin, and hes like i hate you im not gunna ( Read more... )