So basically my life is over... i cant see my boyfriend forever and my best friend i bascally i cant hang out with jsut because of one stupid mistake.. i mean im not sorry for it if i could i would do it all over again... but if i could take everything back that happened i would just to see them again.. seriousiy i wish i was 16....THAT DAY NEEDS ( Read more... )

Well lets just say i feel for it AGAIN... wow i must be really gulible i always believe what they say then in the end im the one thats getting hurt.. this sucks... i guess i could just move on AGAIN... well i guess alls i do is want to settle down im sick of bouncing from guy to guy ( Read more... )

So i broke up with Adam today..I guess it was for the best.. i mean i did some pretty stupid stuff when i was going out with him...not the kinda girl he wants. But the thing that made me mad he acted like he didnt even care at all and when i asked him if he did he was like no.. like he didnt have any feelings for me in the first place.. i mean if ( Read more... )

Things not going soo good lately .. wow i hope they change soon.. really soon....i hope i can get enough money to go to cali in the summer... i need money htough... any one have any ideas??

I MISS THIS ONE GUY.. i hope we start talking again soon!!

                Well i came to my moms today then im going back to my dads tomorrow.. I have been grounded at my dads and are not able to do anything but have people come over..

Kayla asked me to come over till saturday i really wanted to... so bad i miss her like crazy... But then Adam decided we should hang out.. so i couldnt say NO.. ( Read more... )

         So basically yesteraday was alright i went over kaylas and we hung out with her boyfriend for a while and the same today... hes pretty cool... except he gets affended when i call him a mexican in a good way.. i was like wtf?? but i just left it alone.

I dont feel like myself today i feel so different i havent smiled all day ( Read more... )

hmm so me and adam started going out again last night i was relaly happy about that... lastnight i drank two and 1/2 energy drinks and couldnt go to bed till 6 n the morining and got up at 10 a.m and im not even tired wow i acutally cleaned my room to lol well i have to bye

So from what i have heard Adam likes me again? but i dont know. In kinda scared right knwo cuz im thinking of what i wanna do with my life and i dont even no. so im scared that i might end up like how my brother used to.. but i lov him to death.. a high school drop.. i mean i have no intetions but neither did he. Anyways dont wanna talk aobut that ( Read more... )

I want a guy..who calls you beautiful..instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up n him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep, the boy who kisses your forehead..who wants to show you off to the world..who holds your hand infront of his friends..who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on..the one who is continually reminding ( Read more... )

Wow i just pushed the delete button and earsed everything i did im so pissed grrr. well i had saturday school. just read all my old entries well some and i cant believe how bad i felt about myself wow im glad i dont feel that way anymore i think it was czu i thought i needed a guy in my life but i really dont although i could use one to play around ( Read more... )