lost in a see of time floating and desireing love. feeling lost and unwanted my heart bleeds for the want to be loved and needed. were has it gone? the burning of thy heart shall tear you apart untill it is cooled with the extinguisher of love. knowing that you had this fire retardant and loseing hurts more that not having it at all so what shall ( Read more... )

fuck i crashed my truck and i miss greta lynn

dark and lonely night drifting through my head ( Read more... )

dark and lonely night drifting through my head ( Read more... )

2night is going to be awsome im going to get so wasted at this beach party yes fun yea . well i really miss you guys u all just kinda stopped emailing ne. oh yea des ur moms offer abut me crshing there a week , think i kan still do that? i am hoping on comming home this winter

bliss and then some. I guess she and i are truly and utterly in love and i will not ever lose her again. yay I LOVE GRETA LYNN DELAMAR

so yea i finnally called kerry. wow its wierd. the reason i say that is cause i talked to ker twice in the last 2 years after... well you guys who know me no why. its funny cause i think no i know that i miss her but kinda screwed that up. i guess its cause yea. k over talkin about it. so ive been with greta[my girlfriend] for a while. its funny ( Read more... )

so i went were not one person thought i would go. I finally called kerry and had a good talk. Its wierd though it feels distant in a way like there is somthing being held back yet we both dont know what it is or at least i dont. I think that i am finally groing up as stupid as it my seam so l8 in life but when in my situation it takes that long. ( Read more... )

Its deep into a perfect night once again. its about 75 degrees clear skys, so clear that you feel as if you can fly. Fly away from all worries and hate. Life seems almost perfect out here. I think that the only thing that i would change is to have my friends from simi with me. Des, iris, kerry flounder, marcis,mike , and even ryan. Miss you all. ( Read more... )

well sup every one i just woke up and looked out the windo and saw a major swell roll in so i shall be surfing all day. and i also got word that we get a new sk8 park finally thank god. i got to get back to being myself and get on my sk8. well things are going well i got another job, that 2 aday one starts at 1 in the morning and ends at 4 but its ( Read more... )