Late night breaks lock hear the tires squeal ( Read more... )

so it looks like i finally got the guts and emailed kerry or comment on her journal thing. i think it was a mistake but cant change that now. so i have been spirialing down the rabbit hole feeling somewhat lost yet time seems to stand still letting me suffer the pain of guilt. yet i am dumb so i shall just push it back into the darkness as if it ( Read more... )

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im going crazy

i guess that its been a long time since ive updated. well anyway life is grand. I just got another sponser for motocross that makes 7. the new one is spy sunglasses im stoked. well as life passes through a tangle web i have found my way with one i dare not dread, for it is the help of true loves hand that pulls me through

well it seems to set weird every day not bing with my true love. I somhow feal lost with out her. flowing through life on a sort of wondering raft without a destination. distant from everyone and everything in which that i love. hoping that somehow she shall contact me in some way. i believed that it was true love, at least from my stand point. yet ( Read more... )

every day i look out at the vast horizon wondering what life would be like if i had stayed home. Stayed home with the true friends in which i had, with the one true love that i still feel with me as i am a sleep. Every night i dream of the day i shall be together with her. Yet all in the end it shall work out and all in which i shall be reunited ( Read more... )

as i look through the distant windows of live i try to look at things in a new perspective not knowing how to go about life. But through this i learn that there is more to life then life itself i try to think about things such as love and how it affects other people and yet i am at a los for words. yet if love is blind than how can i look for it ( Read more... )