it went against everything i believed in, but i did it because it was right for the moment. now its done, and i refuse to live with regrets. im going to look back on it with fondness.

But it was vile
It was cheap
And you are beautiful, but you don't mean a thing to me.

~Tiny Vessels, Death Cab For Cutie

I've been really into that lately.  It says what everyone doesnt want to think.  Kind of sad

i said i was going to quit. and i didn't. but we had a good time.

nate and i are supposed to be writing our romeo and juliet essay. but were not. this week is almost over. and that is a really good feeling.

last night at skating, i didn't feel like doing anything so i pulled a shelby and stretched at the boards for the first half hour

sometimes life is so good. i walked down my stairs at 5 this morning, saw my christmas tree, drank my juice, and looked out the window at my neighbor's lights. morning is a great time.

so we're on our way home from school a couple days ago, and im sitting next to cj. randomly, alex (who's never met cj)looks back and says to him "hi, my name is alex. what are your interests/hobbies? i enjoy bubble baths and long walks on the beach." the look on cj's face was so priceless. hats off to alex for that one. it was pimp.

mo posted the lyrics of a really sad song in her journal.  it brought me back to what i was saying a couple days ago, about moving on. letting go.  it'so hard to know when it's the right time.

anyway, everybody should go check out this song.  listen to "blizzard" under the Let Go album. it's wicked good.

http://cdzlimited.org/rock/M_R/nadasurf.html
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sk8laine: lol okay.  tell elaine and clint that when we're sixteen we're meeting in the woods behind murphy hill
snowslash989: lol
snowslash989: were all gonna go to middle school and meet at murphy and play chicken and sign yearbooks then go lay in the grass

its great to look back on the good times and look ahead to the better ones

our ballet is dancing to the billy joel version of goodnight saigon. it's going to be a heartbreaker.

this morning i was waiting outside for molly, and it was freezing, and it was silent, and i was so content.

i think that it is time to move on. have you ever had that feeling? im just feelin it tonight.

i am going to bed. because its 9:30, and i am cool like that. night night