happy valentines day ( Read more... )

im so restless tonight. im not content with anything. its the feeling that i just want everything to start happening. i want my work to pay off, i want my dreams to come true.

but im happy.

i just heard "crazy in love" on the radio and it brought me back to our group number for last years ice show. we could shake it pretty well to that song. for white chicks. i guess that's not saying much.

i think it's important to have someone to fall back on. i'm all for the independence thing, lets never forget the lessons of molly cornelison. but sometimes you just need someone to listen to you ramble on about a bad day and bitch about life. someone to laugh at the stories you tell that aren't funny. one person to listen to your dreams ( Read more... )

When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
when you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on.
Don't let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes.
~REM

michelle kwan was amazing, not magical, but amazing. as dick button would say, sexual. how like him. johnny weir stepped it up again. completely flawless. his long was pure art.

evan's back at notre dame now.......it makes me sad


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i feel like im not giving it a chance. because im stubborn and i dont want to give it a chance. i think i know what will happen, even though i dont. are you worth it? am i worth it?

im way too impulsive. ive come to realize that's not a good thing. too bad. cause its so fun.

im still in my paradise. we're leaving on tueday night. it's so far from reality. it's too easy to forget sometimes. too easy to forget that i cannot spend the rest of my life partying on a beach. even if i could, i'd never be content with that. it all comes back to what our idea of success is. when i was talking with one of the locals, we ( Read more... )