The pictures far too big to look at kid.
Your eyes won't open wide enough
and you're constantly surrounded by the swirling stream
of what is and what was.
Well, we all made our predictions but the truth still isn't out.
But if you want to see the future, go stare into a cloud.

And keep trying to find your way out of that maze of memories.
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I am not ready.
I was just looking at entries I made at the end of August in 2004. I'd go back to that summer, but I can't.
I don't want to grow up.

i'm about to make the worst decision of my life today. after a big dispute with my parents at framingham state and on the way home i highly doubt i will be going to college. after what i said to them i doubt they will pay for me now. after today i will be grounded forever

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So long 2006 hello 2007

after the ball dropped last night there was a few of us talking outside about 2007. It made me really sad and scared, but as I think about it more I am ready to move on and graduate and hopefully go to college.

Vacation consisted of bawwsttinn, j shaw, ballin, finally a cell phone, cumbys, alex's, amanda's, erin & kei, not a ( Read more... )

Things have been interesante. Halloween was fuuun. I got to hang out with erin and some people went to titicut. The weekends are good and borat is the funniest movie ever. and i'm going to the patriots game tonight with evan ben and katy :) my parents told me if i go to a state school they'll get me a car and i'm getting a cell phone for christmas ( Read more... )

did you know it was illegal to carry scissors around school cause i didnt.

i decided to be snow white for halloween. this is the costume i bought


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the tarot card reader was completely right. with lots of things. especially something new that strolled along. :)
this water tastes like dirt
and i am having such a hard time in math and physics. tutor me
wonder woman or snow white?

yah i also got my tarot read in salem.

she knew stuff about my body which was really weird, when i get upset i dont get sad i just get really mad and i need healthier ways to deal with my anger, im supposed to meet someone in the next week or two who works out?, im going to college close to the water, im going for 8 years, im going to take a year ( Read more... )

Madelin and Leah were here for the weekend but they're gone now :( I always feel like I can be myself around them. It's hard with other people though

We went to Boston friday. Dick's last resort was really fun. We went to two wrong train stations on our way home.

Saturday we went to salem. we shopped, ate, went to a haunted house and met a really ( Read more... )