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After a long hard road I graduated. I now have a AS degree in drafting and design, AA, BS in Civil Engineering with a minor in math and a minor in communications. I got the engineering job in Cali working designing automotive product and hopefully gear towards the race team there. I leave in 1 month for Palm Springs CA. What a crazy road it's been ( Read more... ) -
wind right wind gone
there's always a though of what ifs, why nots, and how comes. There is never a right time to feel, have, like, need, want. the times that seem for ever are the memories we cling to, we cherish, and we hold. what happens to the ones that aren't so meaningful? The smaller times in life that made you feel good for that split second. For the moment you ( Read more... ) -
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there's no good time for anything to ever come about. For decisions to be made. Feelings to come. To go. For the moment you feel on top of a situation to being knocked back down. Its the moment you want to have but never have.
When you think you have it. You don't. and it clinches your every thought. -
fuck
fuck you you fucking fuck and your fucking ways. fuck you and your life, your fucking job, and fucking friends. fuck you for fucking me over you fucking 2 faced fuck.
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On days of rain
For the moment I feel feint. Ive ran my life for a year. Ive knocked it out of the park with work experience. With a future. I have seated myself at the side of a multimillion dollar company for a career in Cali. Shouldn't I be thrilled. Companionship is the missing link in the adventure. Find myself talking to myself about being excited and talked ( Read more... ) -
Back
A year later and still my heart I feel you. God this will never end. Bring me to the simple days of walking Rex on the dock with you. Where there weren't any rules.
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Some days I feel like I'm on top of the world. I feel like I don't need any one but myself. Like I can do it on my own. Man that feeling suckkkkks. It sucks not sharing the great moments the highlights the accomplishments the achievements. Meeting coming up about be working in Cali next Spring. full time job, benefits, 80k sal. Something tells me ( Read more... ) -
In A Life That Doesn't Exist.
One day I can only hoe that I would be stressed out. One day that things will work out in my favor. Nothing to go wrong. No let downs around every corner. Each step forward there isn't a step back. School, what happens when you go for a degree that you don't even want to get. Where you KNOW that you don't want to do anything in that field of degree ( Read more... ) -
follow you into the dark
sometimes people won't change. they will stay in the same place that they have been for years. Chance is for the better. No doubt about that. Yes there is changing for the worse. but wtf, who cares? life gets overwhelming sometimes. work, school, pcs, life... its almost too much at times