That's it, I'm done.

Wow, I remember back when my livejournal used to get dozens of hits and comments everyday.  I was on here religiously.  Now I scroll down, and see that no one has commented in weeks.  Oh well, I don't really care, I just think it's funny how things phase out so fast ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while, but that's fine.  Not much has changed.  School, work, Leanne, life.. It's all pretty well intact and regular.  I like all aspects of my life right now.. everything is going well.. except for things with my parents, I guess.  I haven't been there much, and don't really care much to ever go there again.  I understand ( Read more... )

So then...  I'm really tierd today.  I've opened the gym for the passed two days, and it's time for a little break.. at least, a different shift from the 615Am one.. At least I don't have to work tomorrow ( Read more... )

Maybe I'm just tierd.  I can't think or see straight.  Everything is blurry, so out of focus.  It feels like a dream.  so unreal, so bleek..so lifeless.  I just want those days of wandering, those days of warmth so avaliable, of wonder.  Those days of sweet devoted bliss.  So infused with curiosity, hope and satisfaction.  So far away, but so ( Read more... )

It's a bad thing to be insecure, isn't it?  Or, is it just a girl thing...  Do guys ever get insecure?  Do they ever wonder if they look good on certain days over others?  Why do I feel so ugly lately... And why has it been like this for so long?  
I should feel good, shouldn't I?  I shouldn't need to be told everyday.. heaven forbid twice a day.  ( Read more... )

Well, I've been a livejournalslacker lately.  I do appologize.  Life has been relatively busy with school, my new job, maintaining the relationship between Leanne and I, along with other friends... It's been kinda difficult.  Alas, I managed nicely this passed couple of weeks.  
School has been ok.  I thought I failed my first semester World ( Read more... )

Wellllll..
It has been so fucking cold out lately.  I don't like it. =(

I dropped my phone between the wall and the bed just now, and so it's wedged down there and I can't get it out...not unless I pull the bed out.. and I'm wayyy too lazy to do that... I'll just continue to lay here..If it rings and vibrates, lol, it'll be SO loud though.  lol.. Oh ( Read more... )

Oh my fucking God.
I don't know how I'm going to pull this 615AM bullllllshit every other morning to open the gym.  I guess I'll really need to get used to it, though.. Considering that I agreed to work the morning shifts.  Hm.  Oh well.  Maybe if I got more sleep, that might help.
Last night I had to work for 2 hours because someone wanted to go ( Read more... )

Ah, so things are sorted out in various ways.. solutions seem to have found themselves, given a little slack and patience, things fell into place.

:::Little lover and I sorted things out.. I don't want to lose that girl. She means the world to me...

:::My student loan worked out and I'm getting money back, probably by Friday.

:::The money from the ( Read more... )