It's sad, coming here. One should post in a journal, in joy and pain, despite the odds, but I find myself here once again because there is no one left to talk to. I guess literally there are people willing to listen, but i've become numb to the false sense of encouragement, the pats on the back that don't diminish the loneliness, the pain ( Read more... )

Been a long time for the Livejournal ( Read more... )

So, this experience in France has really opened my eyes to a lot of different things and made me realize that I am really happy with who I am and that they way some others go about things is unfortunate. Of course, I will always believe that you shall live your life in the way you see best fit, but you have to wonder sometimes what people think ( Read more... )

I can't help but look around, maybe not knowing what I'm actually looking for, but finding that in every crack, in every crevasse, there is someone who I hope and pray realizes what they are getting themselves into ( Read more... )

Wow, now that Summer camp has started and work is keeping me busier than ever, I realize that my life is really twisted sometimes ( Read more... )

Sin had left a crimson stain, he washed it white as snow ( Read more... )

Back in Michigan ( Read more... )

Screeching tires, blaring horns a near fatal crash...or is that just a daily routine ( Read more... )

I don't really know what I have been up to as of late. It seems that life has turned into an endless cycle of work and school and lack of sleep there-after ( Read more... )

Now that a new year has arrived, there is new hope for success, new hope for relations and new hope for happiness ( Read more... )