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“Gambling Hearts ( Read more... )

Its not that I fear. its that i know i will never beable to every again. its the worst of it all to know to be loved but not being able to love back. I dont know when i will beable to be trully happy again makes me kind of regret ever tring to be happy. Its you and only yours to be at fault right now its what i say to myself every night because i ( Read more... )

I thanks everyone that is helping me out who has read this and well thanks.and yes once again another g/f has gone to hawii i think its coinceatice but it could be fate who knows i hope its not the same out come as the last one with the car ride home.i still need some really hard drinking wish i had some booze to help me sleep i know how alcoholic ( Read more... )

"Awake until dead ( Read more... )

well as my title says i think i just snapped i have gone crazy. it took not the much to figure out that i am crazy now i know i need to do something so strong to my life that i havent done for a long time. I just need to not talk to someone anymore for a while until i start to like heal metally. and you know who you are and i am sorry i said those ( Read more... )

the truth is I have finally come to realize that i dont think i will find love and i trully thank my best friend for telling me that she will come. I am still at a doubt i am crying right now typing this out tring to get this to say something of my mind. its just love seems and has seemed to always leave me when ever i feel it getting to be good. ( Read more... )

The Moon of Chilling Doom ( Read more... )

I am like really sick i dont know what to do right now. i am in so much pain i can hardly stand right now i feel like i am about to die. to me this is not good. i can barly breathe. i dont know what it is, i'm really tired like but i have energy like a half an hour ago. my thoat hurts like sharp pain its not good i wish some one would give me a ( Read more... )

a story that is alittle over exaterated just alittle but i tried to make it good but tellme how you think about it, casue if not then i will be sad so please tell me what you think bcause i do care what all of you think ( Read more... )