Is my life so bland that i choose to finally make things messy.....do i really make my life hell so that things can go wrong.....what am i to become if i never change my ways.....do i live two lifes to make things better for my self?? what are my goals anymore i seem to have lost my way in things never changing....am i a consumer that is lost away ( Read more... )

Do your eyes, see things like I do ( Read more... )

I am not one to just sit around and wonder about what is always going on around me and not know what is going on. though tonight i have been at home wondering about my self and my destiny for it was brought to me by a movie i watched not to long ago. well acutally at midnight but the truth may be this. That i am walking along this world alone ( Read more... )

"All Is now Lost ( Read more... )

It's where we become memories ( Read more... )

NO matter what life i am going to lead I mean i have thought this out here it goes, I AM GOING TO BE ALONE for the rest of my life, that is it seriously no matter what out come i am always going to be alone, i could win millions of dollars and yet i would end up being alone, i would go home alone after a whole night of being around friend and such ( Read more... )

These are both by Limp Bizkit i didnt write them i was just listening it today and they made me go wow that is kind of like me weird very weird ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: July 25

Your birth on the 25th day of the month (7 energy) modifies your life path by giving you some special interest in technical, scientific, or other complex and often hard to understand subjects ( Read more... )

I only had, one dieing need ( Read more... )

its been like forever since i have left a journal, though it makes me sad to say this isnt any happy then not leaving one. so its hard to say it cause i said i wouldnt but i have been crushed and i fear the end is coiming for me and sarah. we have gone on a break and to really say that well it hurts cause it has been this long or feels like this ( Read more... )