well......lifes kinda crazy right now.......actually its really crazy im trying to find a new light that will show me the way to a new life..the one i have right now just needs to be closed and changed i dont want everyone to be gone or i dont wanna get rid of anyone i just wish all the drama could be taken out and bs could just stop for one full ( Read more... )

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Whoooo for prom night saw a lot of the cool kids. ill list a few kirstin,jen<3, jennifer,kristy, greg, sam, megan, audrey, laura, grant, there were a lot more but meh. It wasnt a horrible night but as you might expect it wasnt the greatest. I wont dwell on it or even tell you everything but the viedo was good and the food was not bad. minus the ( Read more... )

I realized whats the point of asking to go places anymore. im 19 i know im still at home and i should respect my rents but come on. if i want to move out i can easily if i want to buy a car i can. so why is it soo much to ask to stay out til 1230 on a FRIDAY NIGHT.....i dont get it. i dunno im just kinda ticked and i really wanna move out so i can ( Read more... )

yea well since this is one of those shit brand days where its all rainy why not update. well, i wanna do something this weekend? any takers? and umm today has been just crap i went to school to talk about processors for some powerpoint grade and the whole class was like why did you just say that and i felt retarded. even if their topics werent that ( Read more... )

so that was a lot of hate. im not hateful person people just have bad days and need to vent on people that cause it. I didnt mean those things. Anyways finally got my tax rebate in woot woot. not like it matters its going to go to paying off my credit card bill :( and my retro pay check will go towards that same bil. i hate that damn card. they ( Read more... )

i know you cant read this cause you dont have a computer or a car to get to a computer but i really want you to get out of my life. The lies I keep finding out from long ago make anything we had absolete. Why would i go with you? why would i bother? i dont even know you? im not wasting money on a stranger? that many lies you tend to lose your ( Read more... )

kk so i had yesterday off and oh boy what did i get to do but help ms mcnitt move all her wonderful treasures into her new apartment. it wasnt bad had some dinner slept left. def left my wallet over there :( Woke up to a headache and the sound of a GTO that was stuck in my head all night long. but yea went to school then Steph was nice enough and ( Read more... )

"Why is the grip so tight to where it feels like im choking, i cant move or breath, the everlasting gaze is always upon me, tighten your grip and the bond will break, loosen your grip on me and the bond will hold even tighter ( Read more... )

life is crazy. its kinda exciting in a way but at the same time im bored with the same scenerio. I get up at whatever time i please i go to a pointless class get pointless A's go to a job where i help people buy computers out of there pricerange and tell them its ok its what you need. I come home to a house thats rich with family love. I like it ( Read more... )