kkkk sooo this weekend was pretty much a life ender. but of course life goes on and it will get better over time. i just wish i could for once just be happy with the life that i have and stop trying to make my life more interesting then it really is. I dont need to challenge myself with uphill battles that are getting impossible to fight. I dont ( Read more... )

There arent words to describe it but one minute i feel my life is shit and the next my life is total and utter chaos filled with lies, hate, lust, death, disease........and it will stop. I wont have my life be fucked up.

it is how it is......move on and dont look back.

It is absolutely amazing what a day can do to a persons view on life and about the people that is in this si life. yea one minute you hold them close but you let them get away for awhile because of something closer disrupting it all..........then the closer one grows distant and brings all the others hovering near by even closer to bring eternal ( Read more... )

sooo people you want to know who that girl was, it was Jen. There ya go :) just for you, your not a loser. But anyways whooo update sooooo im def going the easy way on life right now. my parents said it would be fine to drop two courses and chill for awhile and they actually incouraged me not to take summer school but i am and working as well cause ( Read more... )

I had this revelation...........after being yelled at by a person, i got my hair cut and there was a guy sitting on the bence with $500+ shoes and a suit to go along with it, with keys in his hands to a brand new SL600 mercedes sitting right in front of him. I looked at him across the way and noticed that his eyes had dark saggy bags around them, ( Read more... )

I dunno what this is or what it will be but it has to go.......or else my life will stay around retail :(

So its been a couple of days and frankly i dont know what to think..................one day i want all that i was given the next all i want is for me to be happy and the next all i want is my own dimise......i dont understand myself at all or things around me. I just want my life to be how it used to be with tons of love surrounding me enough ( Read more... )

k fun mid a little past mid spring break update. soooo working but besides that i spent the night over at ms mcnitts house and that was a blast. and yeaaaa got some donuts this morning mmmmmmmm :) i love that girl ooohhh soo much and yeaaaa more work and that was fun as well i guess but nothing else besides ihop the other morning with harry lil ( Read more... )

anyways that last one sucked cause yea it was retarded........anyways so spring break woooo time to cut some grass work long hours make some money and sleep over at peoples houses and no school. :) anyways random but i think its wierd how things happen to people that no one cares about and then a guy a lot of people care about comes to the rescue ( Read more... )

updating even if it was just yesterday that i wrote or whenever it was. so yea sunday was interesting had a self-imposed rough day...ill leave it at that, and then had a tummy ache so i had soem food i thought i was hungry but not the case as the food soon left me. Then knowinof the wonderful monster of a midterm that was indeed the next day i ( Read more... )