its my birthday in a half hour.

its not her, its me.
ive just relied how sad it is.
that i still felt feelings for her.
its really sad.
i dont know why. but i know its me.
i just thought...

...

i need a cuddle partner.

i would have gave you my heart.

why is she doing this to me.

i still love you

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shes breaking my heart.

i am the master of ruit.

bring it.

where should i go for april vacation?

another thing is that im just fed up and annoyed with everything. hwy cant i have someone. why did my mom have to die. why does my dad now have to get on my ass about shit. i really dont need all this now. hanging out with my friends isnt that fun anymore. i only enjoy myslef when i drink. im an ass to people that i shouldnt be. i do nothign all ( Read more... )

as i type this enrty i find my self listening to emo. and it sucks so i will know change it to ska!......ok there we go. i have an hole in my heart. and it sucks. when ever i think of these people i miss it just makes me fell empty. i miss my mom so much and i love her so much as well. but i also miss a few other people. and when i hang out with ( Read more... )