I went to church today, other than visiting church back home and a Mormon church (to learn more about the religion) i haven't been to church in two years. I have reached a point in my life where everything has failed me. all the sex, drinking and partying don't drown the pain anymore. It is so sad that it took yet another failed relationship to ( Read more... )

I really need to get away from this place for awhile. I need to be with my family and friends... people who sincerely care about me. Things are going a little bit better. I'm afraid when i go to the Doc's next week they are going to tell me that I am goign to have to have surgery on my knees. I guess that is what happens when you skateboard and ( Read more... )

no matter who i am with. no matter how much i try to be the man i think that i should be. it is never good enough...it may have seemed.. but i always have people on my back reminding me how much of a fuck up i supposedly am.. seems like no matter how much i lie to myself.. or how upbeat i try to be..everything i do in life, i'm a failure.

Jealousy is a bitch

MARINES TOUR GETTYSBURG ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas all... and a to all a good fight.. I am home for the first time in a year. i'm so happy.

I am Mother fucking home...

Cherry Chap stick and those sinful brown eyes did me in ( Read more... )

So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.

I'll be home in week and three days.

I thought she was joking, when she said she was leaving ( Read more... )