I just got back from the beach with Geordy, and I can say without hesitation that it was the best week of my entire life. We were apart for no more than 30 min at a time throughout the whole week, and even that was rare. It was just so absolutely amazing and perfect ( Read more... )

im becoming a recluse ( Read more... )

Well, I'm on page 60 of my book now and needing to write a whole ton today because I didnt do much yesterday. Im trying to make myself do 13 pages a day, but yesterday I only did 7. But I met with my mentor (Mrs Dunham) and she gave me some really good advice to strengthen my plot. And she told me I was a good writer!! But damn 13 pages a day is ( Read more... )

i'm writing a book this summer. that's right, a whole book, bitches. i'm going to do it. i've planned it all out and i've even started the first few chapters. give me a year or so and i'll have a book with my name on it in the fantasy section of barnes and noble. give me ten years and i'll have ten books in barnes and noble. i even have my ( Read more... )

i miss when time was strictly mine. im sick of acting the mom. am i really only 17? i want to know what it's like to be a teenager. how does it feel to break the rules? why can't i ever say no? my head is cracking down the center. crumbling around my shoulders. why don't i love the things i know i love? the void in my skull has sucked up my ( Read more... )

i had to share this with you all ( Read more... )

man i love having friends. and by that i mean i have none. the only person who ever even tries to hang out with me or invite me anywhere is geordy. seriously, i cant remember the last time someone actually invited me to go somewhere or hang out with the people i used to spend time with. its kinda weird. i dont know what happened. whatever, maybe ( Read more... )

Geordy got his passport yesterday!! so that means he can get his learners (finally) and get a job (with me) and just overall prove that he is indeed an american citizen. sweet. the government sure took their fucking time. so now hopefully i can see him alot more since i will be driving him to and from work. my boss already told me that as soon as ( Read more... )

I hate being such a girl. And i hate crying. I want to read a good book.

sorry kids, this is my personal journal. i know myself and i will yell and scream in here when im angry or upset at someone/something, so i dont want to cause any drama or whatever. i think its better if i just leave this journal private.