i couldn't figure out cause i wasn't actually thinking about it. i was just chanting "what do i want?" over and over in my head like some twisted mantra. It's much easier when you breakl the question down. i actually feel pretty good about this farm decision. AS for romance i'm slowly figuring that out too. I think i'm at "none of the above" Tom and i are still seeing eachother and having great sex and all that. but i dunno that he's actually gonna be my life partner. i used to think so just because we kept coming back to eachother and honestly, i do love him deeply. no one else has ever made me feel the way he does. I mean, i am content just to sit next to him. Anyways, i'm not so scatter brained now that i've figured some things out. at least i have a goal now rather than floating aimlessly.
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AS for romance i'm slowly figuring that out too. I think i'm at "none of the above" Tom and i are still seeing eachother and having great sex and all that. but i dunno that he's actually gonna be my life partner. i used to think so just because we kept coming back to eachother and honestly, i do love him deeply. no one else has ever made me feel the way he does. I mean, i am content just to sit next to him.
Anyways, i'm not so scatter brained now that i've figured some things out. at least i have a goal now rather than floating aimlessly.
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