Ugh. i need desperately to get this figured out ( Read more... )

I'm used to moving. A LOT. i never stay in one place for more than a year or two. my relationships never reach a stasis. nothing is ever fine or okay. there has always been some sort of tragedy, or drama going on ( Read more... )

i had great sex last night.
i rendered him immobile.

that is all.

SO i was pretty manic yesterday. almost scary manic ( Read more... )

I don't know what it is the past few days but i've been totally inspired to declutter my life. mostly it's just been my apartment. maybe the new paint in the bathroom (thanks, Grandpa Ken, you rule!!) that inspired me or maybe i just got sick of feeling like i was sitting in the mud. maybe it was the reassurance from my own grandfather that i'm ( Read more... )

No matter how hard i suck at life somehow i always have ridiculous luck that pulls me through. And friends that just pop out of nowhere to help. my whole life this has happened, so i was never really one to freak out when things went wrong cause i just got used to htings turning out alright ( Read more... )

i guess i have a weaker psyche than i thought. seems i keep losing it. "it" being my mind ( Read more... )

Fro thr most part i'm pretty laid back as far as having an opinion goes. i don't really feel too strongly about very much in this world. but when i do it tends to be a very strong one ( Read more... )

Lately this has kinda been wht life has felt like. well for the lasr 6 months or so anyways ( Read more... )

less than a week from now Falynne and i will be settled in our new home ( Read more... )