i love where i live ( Read more... )

i never want kids. i went to a birthday party for a 1 year old and 5 year old. i couldn't drink because it wasn't appropriate. i never felt so exhausted. i can't wrap my head around how youth exhausts their elders ( Read more... )

of course we should laugh at taking ourselves seriously, but be serious about making sure people think it's funny ( Read more... )

a weird thing happened last week. a co-worker asked if i wanted to go out for a happy hour drink after work, and i said yes ( Read more... )

watching six feet under has been a good decision. what can i say? alan ball is amazing, and i pretty much like anything he touches. including his balls. OK, i mean, no. but maybe if he was interested i would force myself to do it. in hopes that i could be his wife. because i really am getting tired of holding my own drinks. at any given ( Read more... )

so i feel fucking insane when i don't drink at night, and don't follow drinks with melatonin and benedryl. what are these things called thoughts? they're scaaary ( Read more... )

i am finally finished job searching and interviewing for at least a few years now. i don't know what remains in my life that is in flux--something that makes me feel all alive and like the world is full of constant change ( Read more... )

So I have ANOTHER interview tomorrow. the pressure isn't that intense because i was offered a full-time position today where i've been working since april. crazy it was only supposed to last two weeks! but it came at the perfect time. i want this position, but like always, i feel really happy that i at least made it to the interview round. ( Read more... )

i'm sitting here drinking sierra nevada in a koozie watching national geographic on a saturday night. i am a 60 year old man.

and i love it.

melatonin is kickin' in ( Read more... )