i had a dream last night.

it was me, all of my friends and family sitting on beds set up in the shape of a large arch. and one by one, zombies came in and ate one of them, and all the rest of us would just scream and cry bloody murder but not attempt to do anything, but watch the other person get eaten. i have fucked up dreams. no one can compete

to fresh starts...

I might as well go back to sleep. I would if I could, but I'm entirely awake. I really wish my car worked, if there's one thing I cannot stand it's being stuck somewhere for a long period of time, i.e. 8-10 hours. I really wish people had reason behind their excuses, including me. I wish I had my paycheck so I could get something to eat and drink, ( Read more... )

burn in fucking hell nathan gale. you fuck.

R.I.P. Darrel "Dimebag" Abbott. One of the greatest musicians to grace this earth.


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after a year, I'll be flying back up home to see family for my xmas. looking forward to that more than anything. i hope to come back with my lip and ears done, but who knows how much money that's gonna be. blah. work in a few hours, it's an alright job. i wish i was a projectionist and not a damn concession stand worker, but I guess you gotta start ( Read more... )

I cannot put my thoughts into words, I've never been very good at that anyways.

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Another 4 years of that beady-eyed dipshit.

there was no lesser of the two evils.

shit-faced, stumbling into a house fire
we, the arsonists, drown deep in love
trying to salvage photographs
of corpse flesh and yellow teeth
"nothing but cherished moments
collected in the brain of a beautiful monster"

by-sg

cast aside, he weeps
feeling the sun seep under his eyes
gritting his teeth as dull blades dissect
like calloused fingers painting on vermilion skies
sucking the venom dripping from his tongue
she madly licks her lips clean of guilt
made the last incision across his sunken chest
and with her final breath
she saw the most divine of flowers wilt

hmmm...

life is going good.
work non-stop.
family I live with is super cool.
gotta be out weekend before thanksgiving.
apt searching hopefully with gerald very soon.
new speakers in car.
new tires on car.
pursuing acting classes.
spider bite antiseptic.
go see SAW. good movie.
buy pig destroyer's new record.
and everyone have a happy halloween